malam tadi jugak , aku ngah buad keje tasawwur tu . tetibe lagu what is love ? - never shout never keluar , so dgn secara tetibenye aku teringat bapak aku . yeah , always engat dea . dea jeh lupe aku kan ayah ? hmm

yeah , tu dea ! my daddy , hmm . rindu kat dea sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt ! adakah anda faham perasaan itu ? maybe ye , maybe tidak . yg sebelah tu mak aku act , gambar neh disnap time raye 2009 oke . time tu family ayah datang dr pinang and stay satu malam kat kampung . ptg tu bawa sepupu ayah pegi pekene mee bandung ! waa aku engat lg , aku pakai sluar sukan dgn baju gelebeh jeh . bini sepupu ayah tu cakap aku simple , huu . dlu aku pegi KL pon tak penah nak hadap seluar jeans , hehe . aku just nak kowank tengok gambar bapak aku jeh , hehe . sebab apa ? entah , ada la sebab sebabnye xp . balek dr kampung neh , soknye ari jumaat la dapad taw ayah aku kawen laen . uwaaa , abg aku si faiz punye bengang sampai keluar umah . aku mcm caye tak caye , masok bilik nanges . kakak aku kt ctu just cube tengok keadaan parents aku . abg aku si arul pulak time tu keje kt KL . hmm kakak aku bg nasehad bagai , aku buad dun know . then pg tu ayah aku ceraikan mak aku dgn talak satu . terbaek la aku cakap ! fuckk -.- . da nak pmr time tuu . pastu result pmr aku terok , mak aku pegi marah ayah aku . waa serius tak fokus lgsg . then time form4 plg byk aku buad hal . hahaha ! lantak kaw , aku kesa ape . and now aku oke . takde buad hal ape ape :) . ayah ayah , yana nak ayah balek kejap jeh kat cni tengok yana . yana rindu ayah . ayah jeh tak taw , dan ayah tak nak taw kot . ayah kan sayang kat betine tu jeh :'(

yeah , dengarkan lagu neh . thanks .

In a sitch like this you've gotta think
And I don't think you think about the way he thinks
And I know you live life for yourself
But it all comes down to the way you help

And I know your life is such a hell
You wake up early and you work until
You have your drinks at 5 o'clock
The hours blend and your thoughts all haunt
Your hopes, your dreams, your everything
Well, mama, I hope, I dream that you won't leave

And I have a question:
What is love?
What is love?
La-oh oh oh-oh-oh
Is it giving up?
'Cause that's not how you
Raised me, yeah.

In a sitch like this you gotta think
And I don't think you think about the way he thinks
And I know you work hard everyday
But it all comes down to the way you're paid

And I know you're oh so sorry dad
I truly believe that you're a better man
Than to share one kiss and then give away
All the love you come home to everyday
Your hopes, your dreams, your everything
Well daddy, I hope, I dream that she won't leave

And I have a question:
What is love?
What is love?
La-oh oh oh-oh-oh
Is it giving up?
'Cause that's not how you
Raised me

And what is love?
What is love?
La-oh oh oh-oh-oh

See, I don't know anymore
I used to look up to that love